this one goes around in a circle

Song of the Moment: Beauty on the Fire by Natalie Imbruglia
To Do (tasks, not people): read up on Marcos wealth issue
Current State: busog
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you don't know me, and i think you don't even want to try. but wanting is not needing; when i need to put you behind me, and that just makes me think about you even more. and the more i think about you, the more i find this situation funny. because the funny thing is, i keep coming back to you. you have your back turned to me and it all feels stupid. and this is stupid because it's true. and it's true because i'm letting these words just come out, even if they don't sound right. and what's right is what i should be doing, and doing nothing is in itself saying a lot. and when there's a lot that need to be said, i can just go ahead and say why don't i even try, but even if i did would i know you? because i don't know you. and hit me on the head because i don't even want to try.