anytime
Song of the Moment: The Blower's Daughter, Damien Rice
To Do (tasks, not people): pay up for the Pinatubo trek
Current State: longing
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so i went jogging at UP last sunday. i was reminded of what date it was as i passed by the faculty center. and i missed him and his cleft chin. and his eyes and his lips. and that hair.
somewhere out there is a world where he is teaching me all about bjork. and gluck. and jorie graham. and we're making love to sigur ros. here i am left wishing i could say 'he's back, he's back'. in that world i am big enough to hold him. here, i am big enough only to realize he probably doesn't even think about me.
i started running faster. i wanted to leave the feeling behind. but today i saw his face again. and i got caught up. i guess there's no distance you can run between the one you want and the one true thing you feel. they'll always go together.
To Do (tasks, not people): pay up for the Pinatubo trek
Current State: longing
~~~~~~~~~~
so i went jogging at UP last sunday. i was reminded of what date it was as i passed by the faculty center. and i missed him and his cleft chin. and his eyes and his lips. and that hair.
somewhere out there is a world where he is teaching me all about bjork. and gluck. and jorie graham. and we're making love to sigur ros. here i am left wishing i could say 'he's back, he's back'. in that world i am big enough to hold him. here, i am big enough only to realize he probably doesn't even think about me.
i started running faster. i wanted to leave the feeling behind. but today i saw his face again. and i got caught up. i guess there's no distance you can run between the one you want and the one true thing you feel. they'll always go together.
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