daydream #1

i keep hanging on for dear life for several weeks yet manage to stay in the competition at american idol. i get to the top three and the song randy picks for me is 'something about the way you look tonight' while clive davis picks 'solitaire', and i pick whitney houston's 'on my own' because i have a stange feeling i am going next. and then we get to the results night and ryan seacrest announces that yep, i am going home. but not before he asks the judges to say something about the three finalists and simon says "you deserve to win this competition, but unfortunately you won't just because america isn't ready for you yet." he is of course, referring to my previous week's rendition of "you don't know me" in which i was obviously singing about a boy. boo-hoo! drama!!! and then i get to sing my farewell song and i pick "on my own" and the crowd is in tears because they love me, they really love me...

the only problem is, i'm turning 28 this year, and i am not an american citizen. which is precisely why this is a daydream. *giggle*