tomorrow

the stars have broad advice for what makes each sun sign sexy. for librans like me, the advice goes -- be categorical. certainty is sexy.

unfortunately i'm a double libra, and the indecision is just pompously pronounced in my character. i don't know how i'll feel about or react to something at any given time. sometimes i'll be fine with it, and sometimes i would be fuming.

i think this accounts mostly for why i can't put a period to some of the bad episodes i've had in the past. but when i do decide that it's over, and i'm sure about it, there's no going back. i did this recently and now i'm without anyone occupying my thoughts at all.

too bad i only found about avril lavigne's song yesterday while searching for stereophonics songs.

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it’ll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
But I don’t

When you say that it’s gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today

[chorus]
I don’t know how I’ll feel
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I don’t know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day
Tomorrow

Its always been up to you
Let’s turn it around, it’s up to me
I’m gonna do what I have to do
Just don’t

Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it’s not too late
Not today, today, today, today, today
Oh

but this i know. tomorrow i will know how i feel. i will feel nothing. that's categorical but somehow i get the feeling that it isn't sexy at all. but screw it. at least it makes me know that i'm fine.